Current mood:

dorky

Here i am ..ROCK you like a hurricane
ok so ive decided to actually make a entry..bah its liek what 2 am n wel im bored..soo whoever reads this gets to hear about my oh so boring life...

the other week was incredible i spent it at my sisters and well ive missed her soo much i really wished growin up we had more of a relationship shes the only person in this family that i love ...soo yes i was there fri til sunday n i met her "crew" there fun people didnt sleep friday till sat nite which was liek 4 am soo technically it was sunday?..lol..but its all cool ..it was fun, i needed that ALOT!!!i need to see her again if she wil see me again :( ....

i have been workin liek a man man ...err woman?...lol..my arms kil from the damn heat pressing machine i want to start printin GOD DAMN!!..i know how to work the auto its basically just flippin switches at the rite time n loadin shirts ..its cake!..i <3 my job like crazy ..who has a job where they can do say wear act a fool nethin and get paid for it..not u ..I DO !!..oh yea n ontop of the work i do there i also have been babysittin my boss's child..soo cute and i HATE kids..lol.. i get hit at work tho ..its fun ..i deserve it tho i should really stop laughing at the customers, but there just sooo stupid they deserve it ex: this guy comes in askes for prices on t's n its liek a 6 color job for that many colors we need it to be a certain amount of t's n that amount was like 72 to start w/ and he was liek ok! so my boss is talkin to him tryin to figure out diff things cause he tells us he only has 5 workers but yet he kept sayin sure sure il do 72 t's (FIVE FUCKIN WORKERS?!?!!?.).i just had to laugh..i just couldnt help myself it was goin to cost liek a grand n he was liek ok wel sure..dumbass.
then we get the customers who come in and sit there for a hour not sure pf what they want to get or they dont understand pricing when its soo simple n written out rite there for u ..derf...o0o or the ones that call up n go " hi i saw your ad in the paper n i would liek a quote" and by the end of the convo they go " ok and can i get your #" wtf..HELLOOO same fuckin # u dialed 3 mins ago..douche..
im bad...lol..and then fri nite(last nite) iworked a bar-mitvah at the four seasons it was liek a half a million doller party or more it was soo hott!!..pluss tho im not a big fan SMASH MOUTH was there band..wtf..spoiled rotten??,..i say YES...they had these dancers that looked as if they were stripers the guys in tight silver pante all sparkles and what not no shirt and chicks in liek a tight silver 1 peice type thing and they were in cages..they had us heatsealin sweatshirts, other tables doin pics and wax and engraving jewerly..it was hot..i saw lobster almost attacked the person carryn it ..dang!they had video games alover reg dancers on this dance floor that lites up multi colored..i didnt get home till like 2...bah..oh yea n smash mouth was soo drunk..ahah they soo didnt want to b there..ahaha..i stole some of the party favors ..i just had to ..i got a white feather boa and a black furry mad hatter lookin hat..its hot!!..the people i wokred w/ handed me 40 buxx when i got out of the car..i deff better b getin the rest this week or i wil kil them...and today i went into work n watched the boss baby while the redid the hallway..its all butta!!

ive been workin like mad i cant wait till next month when d & l starts up ..ill be making more cash..wahooo

tonite after work i went out at liek 9-30-10ish n met up w/ sean FINALLY!! went to the diner had some coffe good conversations, saw fortune ::shivers:: had a lil coffee w. my sugar..ahah , only way to drink it and must add salt to all foods..thats rite sean taught me well..im soo goin to die young..lol..chilled listenin to some micheal jackson..OH YEA!! o0o and i must not forget the breaking of the glass..me and my spastasticness broke a glass it was liek in slow motion we both saw me knock it, it fall and jumped rite of the table SMASH rite onto the floor..ahah im such a clutz..sean picked most of it up ...he knew the owner n he came over n looks at me n goes it was you ..u did it (joking around n such) n i was liek im soo srry i cant help it it wanted to die he was liek its ok we lost more in the war..im liek ok sure..lol...sean tried to win me a stuffed animal out of the machine but failed ..tis ok tho i still <3 him for tryin...we walked back to ave s n sat by the dry cleaners i couldnt walk my feet hurt soo much from my damn shoes..soo we talked more while i took my shoes off..i made him smell my feet since hes always the one crackin jokes on how they smelt ..THEY DONT DAMMIT..well not bad..all the time..lol..he did n made fun of me ..lol..then omar called n we told him where we were n hed b there in 3 mins and he was in 2 almost pulled onto the curb..bahh!! but decided not to cause i think he said somrthin bout not havin his license on him or somethin..DOUCHE!!..yet i get in anyway..meh...took shoes of again n he cracked my toes..ahhhh!!...rofl..whast w/ people touchin my feet..bahh!!!..drove around for a bit n tried callin steph but apparently she was in si w/ friends..wtf what friends!!..pfft fuck that im gettin her donnie darko dvd from sean n then il own that shit..hellz yea!!..we decided to go play some pool..that was fun ..im not that bad ..meh ..sean gets real into the game n gets soo pissed when he misses ..dork..tryin to distract them by goin " MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE" OR " ROCK OUT W. YOUR COCK OUT ..HANG OUT W. YOUR WANG OUT" OR "OH LOOK AT THAT ASS!!!" that one never seems to fail..muahaha..ive masterd how to make the ball bounce or fly off the table..ahahah...oh yea n omar also tried to win me a stuffed animal but failed..meh oh well..tonite was cool..havent chilled w. either of them in a bit ..it was nice ..like old times.

ive decided to cut ALOT of people out of my life..ones that give me to much shit bring so much pain and my onliners..its just gotta go ..and i think im better off this way, its for the best ..srry guys..YOU MAKE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF ..and i get enough of that from home i dont need it from you.

i was given a offer to move in w./ some friends ..id move by the end of may tho..i dont think i can bring myself to go tho as much as i want/need to leave..but its in vegas but its free i DONT KNOW!!!
i mean liek wtf is there for me besides a free room..the only thing i have is my work and my work is here w/o my work id be dead..and its tru it really is..i guess i just need to think ..i dunno it makes me cry n get headaches..i just need that one person to just come op to me n tell me not to go ..that they need me ..but that wont happen but ehh..

im gettin a new tattoo soon my friend is drawing it up for me ..yeehaww!!..lol..dont ask..rofl..and hopefuly a new peircing a monroe prefferably..(spelling?)..lol..its hot!!..i liek new!!!

im goin for my permit soon im gettin forced to by the rents which is fuckin odd..meh..i cant deny ..i need a car ..mm freedom!!..

my hair is still hot sexxx..i need it washed again soon..muahah..

got a new lil stack o books to read ..YES!!!

al is well..i guess..stil really emo lately..thankfully its only behind closed doors..i dont liek it when people see me cry..i dont liek to have my guard down only to be defeated.

mm yea i believe this is the end..i know i knwo its sad..but there wil be other days other shit to speak of!!..ahahaha

GOSH!!!!
"this fuckin assholes wearing a peewee herman pin"
"i'd stick it to her"
"ahhh!! wtf is that "
"i cant tell which is teh stick omar or the pool stick they both look alike.".."its ok i forget sometimes also"~omar

this fuckin cat wont stop meowing..ahhhhhhhh

im of like a dirty shirt

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