Current mood:	drained
Current music:	straylight run

you would kill for this....just a little bit.......
ok soo i havent updated anything here in a long time..soo here it goes ..this is just my weekend that just passed...yay go me..!!!!


.. friday the 12th of november was my bday..whee go me finally turned 17..not that i can buy smokes or booze legally or nethin..lol..tho i can get r rated tix..wheeee friggain awsome,.(sarcasim)and for a bday gift muh friend jen took me to my first show ever..wheee..it was (in order appeared) like yesterday,,funeral for a friend..atreyu..and taking back sunday..it was friggain amazing..i had the best time ever. ok so we got there at like 12 to wait n jen thought there would be alot of people but there was only 6 others infront of us...soo it was cool we all bonded exchanged #s n such. you know what i dont understand..i dont understand the point of crowd surfing...i mena liek cmon a bunch of people r liek carryin u n groppin u n then u kik n hurt alot of people ..its just gay.

soo i was in the front the whole concert..it was amazing, even tho i was squashed up against the bar the whole nite i enjoyed every second of it..soo there was these security guards n well all that were near me were soo friggain hawt!!!...lol..n everytime they went to stop a fight or grab a crowd surfer..the ones that were near me there crotches would go right in my face..lol..it was annoyin at first cause here i am tryin to enjoy my show n BAM some strange guys crotch is in my mouth...lol...i made friends w/ em ..there was this one guy i noticed rite away his name was dan n he just turned 25 that day..he was gorgeous..(not sayin i would go after him cause im more then happy w/ my baby)but the chick that was behind me was goin insane goin dan i wana fuck u show me ure cock ..etc..n then they actually planned to go n fuk..it was sick i mean how does one do that..i owno thats soo not me..but there was another one ,..i made friends w/ he was so much nicer his name was john..he was cute also ..and hed alwasy gimme water even if it was his own or when the lights went out hes run back n get me my own bottle..n h wasnt doin it for ne1 else..i felt special..he gave me a pick the band threw and taking back sundays music line up sheet ..which people killed for ..even tho i dunno y cause its just a peice of paper that they didnt even rite..but its cool either way its goin up on the wall or in the book i cant decide.

after the show jen n i went round the corner n waited for the band along w/ a bunch of other fans.i met every1 but the drummer from taking back sunday..adam (lead singer) said he was in the shower...that was one long shower.soo we waited some more and nothin ..it was just us n 3 other chicks..soo we saw the lead singer of the band that first went on called liek yesterday ..him n some other guy was wheelin a cart to the truck..lol..n they invited us to get drinks it was cool..tho we didnt go..cause we didnt have ne fake ids..boohoo..but i got a autograph n he sang my name..rofl...it was an amazing nite..i miss the security guards..rofl..

The day after the show i chilled w/ kenny (which i havent seen in ages) chris..and greg (whom ive met like 2ce)kenny piked me up w/ em n as were tryin to get bak to g.b chris has to pee..soo he trys to pee out window but couldnt figure out how til greg showed him..he tried to do it as they were drivin but kenny had to turn around cause he was goin the wrong way..n he stopped to show me them dancin in the car to H.I.M and then him spittin monster into kennys mouth..it was funny ..this whole time chris was holdin the piss he had to take in until he kenny drove away.we stopped to get beer and then went to a friends place..(another person i havent seen in ages) i was on kennys back the walk down the block to the house ..plus i didnt wanan step in the bigg puddles as im a bookbag for kenny greg kicks me in the ass..got but wet..rofl..walked into the big room of the house guess who i saw..i saw a ex bf he was the first thing i saw as i walked in he was all liek heyy how u been i just said hi n kept on walkin n he kept on talkin..it was funny..but newho..we had managed our own lil click that nite neways..it was liek me keny cris mainly then greg would join in ..that fucker smacked my ass it hurt but it hurt his hand worse..ahah..he seems liek a cool person i wouldnt mind chillen w/ him again .

the best part of seein kenny n em yesterday was kenny snortin marinara sauce at rollin roster and chris snortin the salt..it was hysterical..n thats that ...this has been my wonderful weekend..im done writtin my fingers ache..so i leave off w/ this...

you would kill for this
just a little bit
so, sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything
we're glad for what we've got
done with what we've lost
our whole lives laid out right in front of us

-straylight run

i like it..its beautiful..

btw the show was friday the 19th so this happend this weekend..toodles noodles..

<3 roxi <3